10574.) The girl I wanted to have by my side forever left me. I have been with another girlfriend since she left me, but it’s still about her I think everynight.
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): oh wow.
see i don’t want to be this way. i don’t want to get so bound up in my feelings for one person that i can never experience love again. it’s haunting and terrible and robs you of joy. heartbreak is by far the most crushing and terrible feeling in the world. and each time i feel it, i swear i want to never love again, that the person who did not return my love is it for me and i just can’t bear thinking of another. but i have proven myself wrong many times. it always hurts and it always brings me close to the edge. but i do learn to care for another. i hope this guy finds a way to move on and really love someone else again. and this is coming from a gal who is currently flirting with the idea of NEVER loving again :)
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