January 2010
2 posts
December 2009
6 posts
1 tag
1 tag
“It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose...”
– ~ Sarah Dessen (via gatekeeper)
November 2009
3 posts
October 2009
15 posts
I hate bad parents. Psychology is a major in...
bennybing:
I cannot WAIT to not hear your voice anymore.
3 weeks.
“Here’s the thing: teenagers are sexual. They just are, despite the many powerful...”
– Sady Doyle (via gauntlet) (via notemily) (via breathsoftruth) (via shortskirtlongjacket)
where exactly are the powerful cultural messages telling teenagers NOT to be sexual? haven’t seen many of those around.
“I grew up in a college town, and one Halloween our doorbell rang and we opened...”
– awesome!!
np312 on Are we too old to trick or treat? (via Merlin, A Whole Lotta Nothing) (via marco) (via pilnick) (via seashelllz) (via sandinmymouth)(via lovegeneration) (via bohemea) (via aliehs)
yesterday i spent a while curled up in the fetal position on top of my covers. among many of the things that crossed my mind was the idea of ending it. in the last couple years that thought has crossed my mind more times than i am comfortable with. every time it does, the thing that always holds up as the ultimate reason why i won’t do it is my son. he has probably literally saved my...
Whiskey, you're the devil; you're leading me...
(via dsfincannon)
it always does.
i took a tumble down the steps once in a hot silver dress after drinking 2/3rds of a bottle of jim beam. got a runner in my panty hose. still went to the formal.
September 2009
68 posts
closer
i’m closer to being over this, and you. the down sides aren’t as low and i’m coming back up more quickly than i was before. progress i suppose. looking forward to the end of it.
whatever, fuck this shit. I'm
nickythinkstoomuch:
tired of thinking and worrying and having doubts and feeling like on a rollercoaster and worrying about you and then realizing there was no reason I needed to be worried but then it dawns on me that I do worry because I care much about you, I like you a lot and then I get frustrated with myself because you know that this is the case and you told me your intention isn’t to hurt...
“Slowing down is okay sometimes. i think giving things time to manifest is key....”
– Lady Gaga (via fuckyeahladygaga)
i'm so pissed
got the time wrong for one tree hill and missed it. now i have to wait until thursday to watch it online.
also, i’m in an online seminar right now and the professor is nice but totally bumbling and confusing. i have no idea how i’m going to do this assignment.
Not to play down drugs
malty:
Because drugs are bad kids. But I cant help but laugh when I see how certain drugs are portrayed on tv. (example: Saved by the Bell when Jesse takes those caffeine pills. Which made her crack the fuck out). Last night I was watching something on the CW… couldn’t find my remote… and some girl was doing blow and acted like she was about to slice her wrists open and bleed all over the world....
10574.) The girl I wanted to have by my side...
nickythinkstoomuch:
(via blogsecret)
): oh wow.
see i don’t want to be this way. i don’t want to get so bound up in my feelings for one person that i can never experience love again. it’s haunting and terrible and robs you of joy. heartbreak is by far the most crushing and terrible feeling in the world. and each time i feel it, i swear i want to never love again, that...
patience
emotions are a funny thing. i’m realizing how strongly i am guided by mine, and that’s not necessarily a good thing. when i’m in the depths of pain or heartbreak, i want to do ANYTHING to stop it, or at least take some sort of action that i think is befitting of the anguish i feel. sever a relationship, write a letter, appeal to someone’s feelings…and on and on. ...
“And then, there’s another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost...”
– The Holiday (via abbiesantiaguel)
ew
i find my father’s snoring disgusting. one of the most disturbing and icky sounds ever. i’m out of here.
“I like you. A lot. I like you as a person. Not just the sex. Yes, the sex is...”
– (via nickythinkstoomuch) (via eletheowl) (via siddman) (via shortskirtlongjacket)
WOAH. someone’s been mindreading.
feeling free tonight
from obsession, possession, expectation. amazing and frightening how the thoughts and desires we innocently entertain can eventually enslave us. it sounds cliche, but my value doesn’t come from being accepted in to the world of another. my value, i feel, comes from the love and acceptance i put out.
